How Angels Swim

I raise my arms to the sky.

And smiles come towards me dressed in white.
This comfort of the light, holds me until I sleep.

I seek a future but I stumble upon my past.

Trapped in miles of fortune, lost in only one damnation.
And from what was the turn of the horizon.
I am never lonely, only followed.
Reading passages like a saved sailor.
This ship is sinking.
We aren't felt until moved.
Surviving is a state of mind and I will live until proven otherwise.
I have said it before and I will say it again. "O' graceful, be the one to drive my skeletons back."
Wake up, fight, and give in to give back.
O' graceful, You are the one.
The one that I came back for.
Never alone, only followed.
We cannot force the wind, we aren't pulled only pushed.
Force me, force me to find myself.
Lost in waves, I became the waves.
Life never meant so meaningful, until I accepted it.
Continued on... I press on.

To Fall On Wings Of Eagles

We are lost in the highest expectations of life.

And it hurts to come down.
So we tell ourselves anything for a sense of a high.
When the lows pull us down.
We find ourselves trapped in the darkness, blinded with fear.
But we hold onto each other in the shadows.
Not because it makes us feel safe.
But because we are the only ones we want to be with.
That is love.
...
So when the world finally empties itself.
And all of the truth is exposed.
You will see us all.
The feeling of which that cannot be expressed but forced.
Thinking is not lost, only found.

That is why there are no saints without sinners.
We are losing ourselves, but needless to say, we have each other.

Life Everlasting

Evacuate, self-divide.

Sever the ties.
Surrounded, outnumbered.
The ghosts that we are.
Face to face with silent facts; No one is free, if we imprison ourselves.
My only regret, is not saying what I should have said.
God... I believe in freedom.

And I believe in heaven, because I can feel the sun.

Some wish for death, some create evil.
Turn your back on me, there are no grave sites here.
Things can change; I want to be a better man.
I have lived a single sin long enough, to imprison my own mind.

Blessed to be a witness to this mess. This isn't a start or beginning, but a revelation. You come to me with shaken honesty and truth behind your fearful eyes. I do not know the way, but we will find it together. This is fate. And the rest is their journey! For this is our adventure.



Birth of Rage

Rising to the surface from my misery's hand.

I found myself engulfed in the gloom of it all.

Nothing to break the light into this cave I am in.

This is true abandoning.

Panic impacts my life, my body shatters in hopelessness.

I have seen the truth of it all, in a sea of restless waves.

Alone in a battle, I am the survivor against my own horror.

Do you wish to see the nightmares?

Do you wish to see the place we have buried?

No secrets hide in consciousness, I will show you a hell.

A hell of your own mind, I will bring you down to where I am.

I will show you that nothing lasts forever.

And when you thought that nothing was breakable.

You will shatter your own heart just to see the pieces that make you.

Because our lives are never kept whole and we aren't made to last.

Survival? I pray for a new beginning.

But I won't go in silence.

Brace yourselves.

My end; is war.

The Fall of Days

In reaction to the end.
Take this "grave" and mark it with a "name".
We are living in a falsely driven world.
Called out from old ghosts.
I have seen this many times before.
It comes in waves,
like the nightmares, like the plagues.
Take back your words and choke on them.
If pain doesn't change your mind, I will show you what will.
The sea's reach higher than the clouds and reigns down on us, with no hope of being saved.
Doomed, as it seems, we have lost our faith.
But our home is not here.
Faith is restored to those who recognize it.
Different as it may seem,
terrifying as it may seem,
the truth as it may seem,
staring right at your face.
Blindly, searching for something you already have.

My Light of Life

I have loved that loving feeling you have graced me with for so long.
We said, we would be forever and forever we will be.

The journey isn't reaching the end, it is experiencing it.
It is for us, and us alone.
Only "we" can make anything possible.
Only "we" can make this world possible.

I closed the past and open the future.
I have felt the wind for the first time.
I feel the air in my lungs.
I feel my life, living in this moment.
I stopped myself to feel the freedom.
Captivity is the enemy I never wish to see anymore.
I will never go back.

And now I am telling you this for the very first time:
You are my salvation I hold. I always knew that I would fall in love with you, I just never knew when. "Forever" is building itself and I am going to help it. And if there is anything magical about this, I can honestly say that I feel it in my bones. I hear it in my head. The music that is pumped through my veins that makes me dance. Dance to the beat of your pounding heart. I can hear the angels singing to me, guiding me to you. Not many people will ever feel this way. I may have never felt this way if I haven't of met you. This is surely not the end. No, this is only just the beginning. The path to heaven on this road of love...
We walk, hand in hand, into the future of God who has found us here together.
In this world filled with people, I choose only you.
My light of life.

Unfamiliar Ways

I had to swim through the cracks of this earth.

To watch myself sink into the sea.

When I came to the surface, I had to recognize my own heart.

I was the same lost as you and I believed in nothing.

Treading in an ocean of nightmares from my own past.
Fear became routine.

And if this is the end of my journey,
let me just say; that I have found my way out of that dark sea.
I realized, there is a life out there for me.
And it doesn't have to be judged or followed.
There is a home for you.
It is underneath the surface, of what has already been created there for you.

  

I walked through these seasons of change and the air tastes different now.

 Close in your arms around me and stay with me.

You will see, that the sky isn't made of ash anymore.

The sun doesn't shine its rays, it bleeds them.